“The theme that we gonna shoot today is ‘Poseidon’(今天我们要拍摄的主题是‘波塞冬’)(Poseidon,波塞冬,希腊神话中的海神).”Fabien Meisel调整着他的相机,对言陌说,“All you need to do is that convince yourself that you can conquer the cover just like Poseidon can conquer the ocean(你所需要做的只是说服你自己能像波塞冬征服海洋般征服封面).”
“I guess I'm not the one you want(我想我不是你想要的那个人).”言陌鞠躬道歉道,“I apologize for not being able to complete my task(我替我无法完成我的任务道歉).”
是啊,像自己这样子的人怎么可能成为得了波塞冬。言陌苦笑一番。
“Stop your fucking bullshit(停止你那屁话)!”Fabien Meisel终于压抑不住心中的愤怒,“You're just looking for a reasonable-sounding excuse for the fact that you don't dare try.(你只是在为你不敢尝试的事实找一个听着合理的借口).”
“I'm not the person you're looking for. What you should be looking for is someone who can cause earthquakes and tsunamis with a wave of a trident and is so ambitious that he encourages the gods to overthrow Zeus,not someone like me who wants nothing more than to sit with a book and drink high tea(我不是你想找的那一个人。你应该要找的是一个挥动三叉戟便能引发地震和海啸的野心蓬勃得去怂恿众神推翻宙斯的人,而不是找我这样除了捧着书坐着喝下午茶之外别无他求的人).”言陌也不甘示弱地回嘴道。
Fabien Meisel冷笑一声:“Who told you we were looking for someone like that? You are just feeling sad,helpless,and ashamed of being the person you long to be but can't be,and take your anger out on others(谁跟你说我们在找那样子的人?你只是在为渴望但又成为不了那样子的人而感到悲伤、无助和羞愧并迁怒于人).”
“So who told you I wanted to be like that? I just don't know what you really want to photograph. I can't guarantee whether I can give you what you want(所以谁又告诉你我想成为那样的人?我只是不知道你真正想拍的是什么?我不敢保证我是否可以给你想要的).”
“If you're not sure whether you have someone wants,why don't you give what you already have?(如果你不能确信你是否有别人想要的东西,你为什么不给你已经拥有的东西)?”Fabien Meisel话中的针锋相对的意味削弱了许多,多了几分耐心和包容。
言陌怔怔地看着他。
“I know you are doubting whether you are a capable model,but I have to tell you that choosing you for the cover was not just a whim. You must believe that you have something that can shine brighter than others without imitating others(我知道你正在怀疑你自己是否是一个有本事的模特,但我必须要告诉你,选你拍摄封面并不是一时的心血来潮。你必须相信你有着不靠模仿别人也能比别人耀眼的闪光点).”Fabien Meisel说,“But you have been questioning your abilities from the beginning. You have done nothing but let others see you denying yourself(可你从一开始就在质疑自己的能力。除了让别人看到你在否定自己外你什么也没做).”
“Can I conquer the cover even if I don’t have the momentum I should have(即使我没有应有的气势也能征服封面吗)?”言陌向Fabien Meisel投向真挚的眼神,正如一头迷失在森林的小鹿恳求着水源的方向。
“If you don’t have momentum to conquer the cover,you can make YOURSELF conquer it(如果你没有气势去征服封面,你可以让你自己去征服它).”